A couple of months back, life, being beautiful was only a far fetched idea. I've seen a lot of dark and bright days of varied intensity coloring it. Ups and downs have been more about how deeply I have let them affect me. What made me sad have been my own expectations, the need to control external conditions and a gross lack of self love. The worst question I have ever put to myself is, 'Am I good enough to be validated by the world?'. The question itself had been invalid all along.
Today is the day of epiphany. I truly, madly, deeply love who I am. Who I am is absolutely acceptable in the Universal grand scheme of things. Who am I? Just a soul. A soul learning lessons to evolve. I'm not my profession, not my parents' child, not my ego or thoughts; I am not any label whatsoever. I'm just being alive embracing all of me. I'm the pumpkin I chant about in the Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra which despite seeming attached to the vine gets separated easily when picked up.
Healing done, lesson learnt. Ready for the next! 😁
Life is beautiful!!!
