Sunday, 30 November 2025

Duliajan and Chrysanthemums

When I picture winters in Duliajan, the first thing that blooms in my mind is a riot of Chrysanthemums and Dahlias—so many colours, so many shapes, each one seemingly painted by a different mood of the season. My favourites were always the multicoloured ones, little explosions of joy. Mother made sure the garden was at its very best in winter; every corner shimmered with blossoms.

And it wasn’t just the flower beds. The kitchen garden thrived too, full of vegetables of every kind. Fruit trees framed the house like gentle sentinels. We even had an orange tree—its branches heavy with tiny sunbursts. And the lemons! Their fragrance was so fresh, so sharp and uplifting, as though the air itself was smiling.

Unlike now, I loved staying outdoors then, wandering around the house, searching for blackberries hidden under leaves and shadows. The girl I was truly believed magic lived in everyday things. Writing about it now is the simplest way to travel back; a handful of words is enough to unlock whole worlds of memory.

Winter afternoons had their own rituals. One of my favourites was slipping into an oversized hand-knitted sweater—mother’s warmth looped into every stitch—and settling down on sun-warmed blankets spread outside. I’d sit there peeling oranges, relishing every bit of it, including the seeds!

Christmas had its own kind of magic. I’d look forward to meeting people, tasting the homemade cakes and pies that only my mother could bake to perfection. There would be a club gathering too, and I always waited for the jam session. I could never dance, of course, but I loved standing at the edge of the floor, watching the band play. Somewhere inside me lived the soft hope that one day I’d have a band of my own.

Life, however, chose a different path and I became a serious physician scientist. Yet those dreams remain luminous, untouched by time. Winters and chrysanthemums—they were, and still are, beautiful.

Tuesday, 25 November 2025

Duliajan and Queen's Crape-Myrtle

Duliajan will always hold a piece of my soul. I remember the many rainy days—how I would watch from the window, mesmerized by the gulmohar and queen’s crape-myrtle blooms. Splashes of yellow, violet, and enchanting mauve shimmered against a grey backdrop. How I wish I could be wrapped in that soulful beauty again.


I remember sitting beneath the vast, starlit sky, tracing constellations and counting the moments when the moon slipped behind drifting clouds. Sometimes I would see flashes of orange in the sky. Sometimes I would hear the distant bell ring. The breeze carried the fragrance of plumeria and nyctanthes. Looking back, it feels right to say that my entire childhood in that quaint little town was a gift. The people were warm and loving; the whole town felt like one large family. Home was, in every sense, a haven.


I remember the countless car rides with my parents—my head tilted against the backrest, watching the streetlights with a silly grin, or quarreling with my brother and immediately complaining to the adults. I lived those moments fully, without knowing how precious they were. Today, when I look back, I’m simply grateful I was there.


And somewhere in its quiet corners, I hope Duliajan remembers me too.


PS: This is dedicated to someone who inspired me to cherish the good in life - Anita Aunty!

Monday, 24 November 2025

The Usual Comp Off

I was savoring a bowl of rice flakes with dried berries softened in curd when a loose chain of thoughts began to unfurl. It started with the notion that everything must end someday—so what am I doing with the time I have? I’ve always rushed through life; maybe it’s time to slow down. It really is nice to enjoy every spoonful without thinking about the laundry waiting to be washed or the dishes piling up.


And then I wondered: am I staying connected enough to the people I care about, even though being a recluse makes me strangely happy? Today feels like one of those days when solitude is my preferred company. But does all this thinking help at all? I never imagined my life would take the turns it has, so I’ve stopped trying to predict where it’s going. I focus on small actions in the present and try not to think too far ahead. Tomorrow isn’t promised, after all.


When the final curtain falls, it’ll be something I could never have planned or anticipated. Life would have run a course that was beyond the mind's control. Life would have run a course according to the surrender of the mind.


Anyway, back to my bowl of rice flakes and berries soaked in curd. It’s delicious.